RECESSION KI MAAR Part 1

Mera naam Sneha Hai. Mein Garden City Bangalore ki rehne wali hun. Ab iss waqt meri age 28 years ki hai aur main ek shadi shuda mahila hun. Hamari shadi ko 4 saal beet chuke hain aur main ek pakki Housewife hun. Mere Husband Satish ka apna different types of electrical accessories ka business tha. Woh wires, holders, plugs, connectors aur doosre accessories IT ki companies aur doosre private offices mein supply karte the. Satish ka kaam theek thaak chal raha tha. Hamari life set thi. Hum ek medium class family se belong karte the. Satish ke pas apna khud ka ek ghar bhi tha jismain hum rehte the. Hamein kisi cheez ki koi kami nahin thi. Ooper wale ne bahut ziada to nahin diya tha par kam bhi nahin diya tha. Hum bahut achi taranh se reh rahe the. Main yeh past tense mein is liye likh rahi hun ke ab hamara business ek dum se thapp ho gaya hai recession ki maar ki wajah se bahut sari IT companies ka diwaliya nikal chuka tha aur private office ka bhi kuch aisa hi haal tha. Satish ka loss kuch ziada hi ho gaya tha aur woh apne suppliers ko bhi payment karne ke kabil nahin tha jiski wajah se suppliers ne maal supply karna band kar diya tha. Satish karze mein doobte chale gaye aur business almost band karna pada aur hamari zindagi mein jaise bahut badi kathinai aati chali gayee. Hamari pareshani ka dour shuru ho gaya aur Satish bechara sara din idhar udhar ghoom ghoom ke apne pending invoices ki amounts ko vasool karne ke liye different offices ke chakkar laga chuke the par kahin se koi ummeed ki kiran nazar nahin aa rahi thi aur koi bhi payment nahin kar raha tha. Recession ki maar aisi padi ke hamari zindagi mein jaise ek bhuchaal aa gaya aur ab humko khane peene ki bhi takleef hone lagi. Thode hi dino mein jo kuch bacha kucha tha woh bhi sab khatam ho gaya aur Satish karze mein doobne lage aur naukri ki talash mein idhar udhar bhatakne lage par kahin bhi kisi kisam ka bhi job nahin mila aur iss beech mein ne Satish se kaha ke agar woh koi khayal na kare to main bhi kahin koi job kar lungi to kuch na kuch to ghar ka kharcha pani chal hi jayega to Satish badi mushkil se tayyar ho gaya aur main ab poore India mein apne job ke application bhejne lagi. Daily mera kaam yehi tha ke papers mein ads dekhti aur apply kar deti thi.

Yeh meri ek fantasy hai aur kuch real incidents hain jo main aap ke sath share kar rahi hun. Iss se pehle ke main apni fantasy start karun Let me describe myself and in short to tell you something about me.

Mera pariwar jismain mere dad, mom aur main bass hum teen hi log the. Mere dad ek sarkari karamchari the. Although hamara bhi ek chota sa ghar hai lekin pitaji ko Government quarter mila hua tha jismain hum rehte the. Main apni khubsurti ki tareef to nahin karna chahti par sach mein main ek bahut hi khubsurat ladki hun yeh main nahin mere friends kehte hain. Bangalore ke first class weather ki wajah se mere cheeks kisi kashmiri seb ki taranh gulabi ho gaye the, Mera face round aur bright hai. My smile is my treasure aur jab smile deti to galon mein chote chote dimples padte hain jo bahut ache lagte hain. Mere bal thode se curly hain par dark black aur shining wale hain. Meri aankhein kaali aur badi badi chamakdar hain friends bolte hain ki I have lively eyes jaise aankhein bol rahi hon aur agar koi mujh se baat karta hai to meri aankhon ki gehrayee mein aur meri muskan mein doob jata hai. Main hair oil to use nahin karti par phir bhi log aisa feel karte hain jaise main hair oil lagaye hue hun, I mean to say ke mere baal itne shining wale hain. Mere dant moti jaise safed aur chamakdar hain aur jab main smile deti hun to almost half moti jaise chamakte hue dant dikhayee dete hain. Main utni moti to nahin par dubli patli bhi nahin medium built hai meri. I had very good health. Mera badan bhara bhara hai jo bahut hi sexy lagta hai. Mere boobs ka size 36" hai, ek dum se kadak aur bahut hi perfect shape mein hai, gol gol hain aisa lagta hai jaise coconut ko half cut kar ke mere chest pe rakh diya ho jin ke ooper light chocolate colour ke nipples hain jo mostly erect hi rehte hain aur light brown colour ke 1 inch ka areola hai aur mere boobs bahut hi kadak hain ek dum se sakht patthar jaise. Yun to main brassier pehenti hun par jab ghar mein rehti hun to mostly avoid karti hun aur aise time pe mere nipples mere shirt ke ooper se saaf erect aur khade hue dikhayee dete hain aur jab main chalti hun to mere shirt ke ander jab kapda nipples se ragadta hai to mujhe bahut hi maza aata hai, aisa lagta hai jaise koi dheere dheere mere nipples ka massage kar raha hai. Mere boobs aur nipple bahut hi sensitive hain. Thoda sa bhi touch mujhe maza deta hai aur jaise mere badan mein electricity doudne lagti hai. Main apni choot ke balon ko hamesha trim kar ke shape main rakhti hun aur first class trim deti hun. Mujhe apni trim kiye hue chote chote naram aur mulayam jhaton wali choot bahut achi lagti hai aur main uspe bahut pyar se hath phereti aur aise trim balon pe massage karna mujhe bahut acha lagta hai aur mera khayal hai ke har ladki ko apni choot pyari hoti hai aur har ladki apni choot pe pyar se hath pherti hai jaise main pherti hun. Main Commerce ki Graduate hun aur jab main B. Com ke first year mein thi tab main ne first time apni choot ka massage kiya tha.Main light exercise bhi karti thi jis se meri body perfect shape mein hai.

Ek din main college se wapas aayei aur bathroom mein shower lene chali gai. Mere bathroom mein ek life size ka mirror bhi laga hua hai jismein main apne nange badan ko bahut der tak dekhti aur appreciate karti rehti thi, apne boobs ko bhi light massage karti thi. Uss din shower lene ke liye jab apne kapde utare to main as usual apne boobs ka massage kiya aur phir mirror mein apne nange badan ko dekhte dekhte pata nahin kab aur kaise mera hath apni choot pe chala gaya aur jaise ke main pyar se apni choot pe hath pherti hun usi taranh se choot pe hath pherne lagi to uss din mujhe aise pleasure ka ehsaas hua jo pehle kabhi nahin hua tha aur dekhte hi dekhte meri middle finger choot ke dane ko ragadte ragadte choot ke ander chali gayee aur main ajnaane mein apni choot ke ander apni ungli dal ke chodne lagi aur to mujhe aisa maza aaya jo pehle kabhi nahin aaya tha, mera sara badan garam ho gaya, meri aankhain band ho gayien aur saansein tezi se chalne lagi aur 2 – 3 minute ke ander hi mera badan sunn ho gaya aur jaise mere dimagh mein aandhiyan chalne lagi mera badan kaampne laga aur first time ever in my life meri choot mein se juice beh ke choot ke baher nikalne laga aur main lifeless ho ke bathroom ke floor pe baith gayi aur phir floor pe hi let gayee aur mujhe laga ke shaid mai 10 – 15 minute ke liye so gayee. Jab main apne senses mein wapas aayei to mujhe mehsoos hua ke mere badan mein meetha meetha nasha sa phaila hua hai aur mujhe apna badan bahut hi halka phulka mehsoos hone laga aur mujhe laga jaise main hawaon mein udd rahi hun. Main floor se uth gayi aur shower le ke baher aa gayi. Uss din ke bad se mera mood ek dum se change dikhayee dene laga mujhe har cheez achi lagne lagi aur main aksar apne aap main gaana gaane lagi aur akele main muskurane lagi aur uske bad se main raat main daily sone se pehle apni choot ko bahut pyar se sehlaati hun aur phir acchi taranh se choot ke dane ko ragad ke aur choot ke ander ungli dal ke masturbate kar ke juice nikal deti hun aur uske baad hi soti hun jis se mujhe bahut achi meethi aur gehri neend aati hai.

Jab main B.Com ke 2nd year mein thi tab meri friendship mere ek college fellow Ravi se ho gayi mere se ek saal senior tha us se friendship ho gayi thi jo almost 1 saal tak mera boy friend raha. Uske sath main theatre mein film dekhne jati thi, kabhi hum park mein ghoomne bhi chale jate the aur kabhi evening mein restaurant mein bhi ja ke coffee waghaira peete the. Hum kaafi close ho gaye the. Ek shaam college ke chote se park ke corner mein usne mujhe pehla tongue sucking passionate kiss kiya aur sath mein uske hath mere boobs par bhi aa gaye aur woh mere boobs ko squeeze karne laga. Uska hath mere boobs pe lagte hi mere badan mein electricity doudne lagi aur I broke the kiss kyonke mujhe pata tha ke mere boobs aur nipples kitne sensitive hain aur if I allow him to squeeze more to meri choot se juice wahin nikal jata. Uske baad we came closer to each other aur jab hum theatre mein hote to woh apne hath mere badan pe idhar udhar ghumata aur logon ki nazar bacha ke mere thighs pe hath rakh deta aur theater ke andhere mein meri choot ka bhi massage karta jiski wajah se most of the times main wahin theatre ke ander hi jhad jati. Aur mera hath le kar apne Loude par rakh deta. Uska akda hua loude ko pakadte hi meri choot geeli ho jati. Main hamesha hi uske Lund ko pant ke ooper se hi pakda tha kabhi naked lund ko nahin pakda jiski wajah se mujhe uske Lund ka size bhi nahin malum, Bass itna janti thi ke uska Louda bahut hi kadak ho jata tha jab main hath mein uske loude ko pakadti hun. Jab jab bhi humko moka milta we kiss each other and he squeezes my boobs and massages my pussy over my clothes.

Ravi se milne ke bad se hi mere ander sex ki bhavna badhne lagi aur main internet pe Lund, Choot aur chudai ke photos aur video clips dekhne lagi aur uske bad se mera masturbation karna kuch ziada hi ho gaya par main ne Ravi ko kabhi chodne nahin diya. Ek achi aur reputed family se hone ki wajah se main chahti thi ke main apni choot ki seal shadi ke bad apne pati se hi tudwaungi aur apne pati ko hi apni virginity present karungi. Par Shadi ke bad khayal aaya ke main ne Ravi ko ek mouka diya hota to acha hota kaash ke Ravi bhi mujhe chod deta. Anyhow ab kiya ho sakta tha jo hona tha woh ho chuka tha.

Meri fantasy shadi ke thode hi dino mein shuru hoti hai jise mein ooper likh chuki hun ab main yahan se apni fantasy start karti hun.

Meri Shadi Satish ke sath poore riti rivajon ke sath theek thaak tarike se ho gayi thi aur main uske ghar aa gayi thi. Satish ke parents Bangalore se takreeban 300 km door ek district mein rehte the. Satish apne business ki wajah se Bangalore shift ho gaye the aur ek chota sa ghar bhi kharid liya tha to usi ghar mein, main aur Satish akele hi rehte the. Pehle hi likh chuki hun ke pehle pehle to business bahut acha chalta raha par 2 ya 3 salon mein hi Recession Ki Maar ki wajah se Satish ka business takreeban band ho gaya tha, hamara guzar basar, khana pina bahut mushkil ho gaya tha, bade hi kathin din chal rahe the. Since I was Commerce Graduate, though I never had any practical experience but I know the know how and the understanding of accounts and I was sure if I start doing a job in accounts or secretarial field, I can pick up very easily and can be confident in a short time. I have seen so many lady secretaries in offices whenever I had a chance to visit any office for any work and I think the work of secretaries are also easy and I was confident that I can do that also as an alternative to accounts field.Aisa sochte hue I started applying for a job all over India taking the addresses of companies in need of accountants or in secretarial field. Jahan job ki advertisement dekhi, apply kar deti aur bahut bechaini se daily post ka wait karti rehti par hamesha nirasha hi haath aati aur post man bina letter diye chala jata. Apply karne ke time pe hi apna postal aur email id dono likh deti thi. Post ko to check kar leti thi par email check karna mushkil ho gaya tha kyonke dheere dheere phone cut karwana pada phir Internet aur cable connection bhi cut karwana pada tha isi liye ab main apne emails bhi nahin check kar sakti thi. Ghar ke kareeb hi ek Internet café tha jise ek physically challanged aadmi chala ta tha. Hamara padosi hone ke nate usey hamare business ke bare mein bhi pata tha woh mujhe apne café mein aa ke free mein email check karne ki permission de deta tha jahan ja kar main apne emails chek kar liya karti thi.

Apply karte karte almost 3 months ho gaye the par kahin se koi aisa fruitful reply hi nahin aaya tha. Thode bahut jo replies aate the woh yehi aate the ke we have kept your application in our active file, as soon as we have some vacancy we will contact you. Kuch log to direct likh dete the ke position is already filled. Kuch likhte the ke we have promoted a guy from our office to fill that position. Kuch companies’ wale likhte ke unko experienced ladki chahiye. Main to itni nirash ho gayi thi ke raton mein rone lagti ke shaid mujhe job nahin milega aur dheere dheere Satish ki health bhi kharab rehne lagi thi. hamara time hi kharab chal raha tha. Satish itne self conscious the ke apne pitaji se ya mere pitaji se kuch monetary help lene ke liye tayyar hi nahin the. uska khayal tha ke yeh bura time hai jo jaldi hi khatam ho jayega aur phir wohi purane full profitable business aa jayega. So he was resisting but his health is ruining day by day and I am unable to find a job for myself. Hum dono raton mein Recession, business loss aur job ke bare mein hi discuss kiya karte the. Hamari sex life bhi takreeban khatam hi ho chuki thi. Ab Satish ka Louda jaise ek chota sa latakta hua urine pass karne ka tool ban gaya tha. Uske Loude ko erect hue pata nahin kitne weeks ho gaye the. Shuru shuru mein to mera bahut mood hota tha chudwane ka aur main Satish ke Lund se khelti aur apne hath mein le kar dabati aur kabhi munh mein le ke choosti lekin phir bhi uska Lund erect nahin hota tha aur main apni chudwane ki bhavna ko apne dil mein hi daba ke so jati. Ab dheere dheere meri choot bhi geeli hona band ho gayee thi. Din aur rat bas job ka hi dhayan laga rehta tha isiliye sex ki bhavna almost khatam hi ho gayee thi. mere dil bhi ab chudai se hat gaya tha aur main jo apni choot ki aisi achi dekh bhaal kiya karti thi ab apni choot ke balon ko trim karna bhi chhor diya tha.

Din aur raat aise hi nirasha bhare guzarne lage. Ek din jab main apni mails check kar rahi thi to mujhe woh good news mil gayi jiska intezar main almost 2 mahine se kar rahi thi. Mujhe Interview call ayei thi R.K. Industries, Mumbai se. R.K. Industries ko unke Managing Director ( MD ) ke liye ek Personal Secretary ki zaroorat thi jo unke chote mote personal accounts bhi dekh sake. Mail dekh kar mere dil ko jo khushi mili woh main bayan nahin kar sakti.

Meri aankhon mein ek nayee chamak aa gayee, dil itni zor zor se dhadakne laga jaise abhi uchal kar seene se baher aa jayega, badan mein khushi se paseena aa gaya par foran hi ek dum se pata nahin kyon dil baith gaya ke Interview to Mumbai mein hai aur post bhi wahin ke liye hai. Main Satish ko chhor ke kaise jasakti hun aur yeh koi zaroori bhi nahin hai ke main Bangalore se Mumbai jaun aur yeh job mujhe hi mile par dil keh raha tha ke there is no harm in trying Sneha chali ja try to kar le bhagvan ki kripa rahi to yeh job tujhe hi milegi phir doosri taraf dil kehta ke Sneha secretarial job to kisi ladki ko hi milegi na aur tu to ek shadi shuda hai phir dil kehta ke yar chali to ja ek try karne mein kiya problem hai tu bhi kuch kam beautiful aur sexy nahin hai bass thoda apne aap ko modern bana le aur try mar le. Yeh sochte sochte main ghar aa gayi aur Satish ko Interview ka print out dikha diya to woh bhi khush ho gaya aur bola ke chali jao aur try karlo dekho kiya hota hai. Hum dono ne mil kar detail mein discuss kiya. Pehle programme bana ke dono jayenge phir socha ke ab itna lamba expense karke Mumbai jayien wahan ka hotel, boarding, lodging aur transportation ka kharcha bahut ho jayega. Satish ne poocha ke kiya tum akeli ja sakti ho to main ne bola ke main kabhi Bangalore se baher hi nahin gayi mujhe to pata bhi nahin ke Mumbai kiya hai, kahan hai, kaisi hai wahan kiya hoga etc etc. Satish ek do time apne business ke silsile mein Mumbai ja chuke the to unko Mumbai ka ek vague type ka idea tha lekin wahan woh kisi ko jante nahin the aur yeh Interview ki place bhi nahin jaante the ke kahan hai aur mujhe kuch khaas guide bhi nahin kar sake bas Mumbai ke life style ke bare mein thoda bahut jo jante the bata diya.

Interview 3 din bad hona tha aur mujhe kal hi Mumbai ke liye nikal jana tha nahin to main time pe nahin pahunch sakti thi. Bahut arguments aur discussions ke bad ultimately yehi decide hua ke mujhe akele hi jana padega aur mere pas bilkul bhi time nahin hai. Raat ho gayi hai aur kal Lunch time tak mujhe chale jana hai. Yeh decide kiya ke private Bus se jana hoga kyonke sab se phel to train ka ticket costly padta tha aur bina reservation Mumbai tak ka travel almost impossible tha isi liye Bus ka decide kar liya gaya.

Satish ne mujhe samjhaya ke kaise jana hai aur kiya karna hai aur kaise wapas aana hai uske bad Satish to medicine le ke so gaye par mujhe to tayyari karni thi isi liye main washing machine mein apne kapde dal ke washing mein lag gayi aur shadi mein aaya hua ek medium size ka suitcase nikal ke usko saaf kiya aur kapde dhone ke bad ironing karne baith gayi. Apne make up box bhi ready kar liya. mere pas college ke zamaane ka ek cream background pe pink flower wala middi type ka silky skirt tha aur light cream colour pe polka dot wali ek choli jismain neeche se knot bhi dali ja sakti thi, yeh dress mujhe bahut hi pasand tha to main ne Interview ke liye iss dress ko hi chose kiya jise Satish ne bhi approve kiya tha aur yeh dress Satish ko bhi bahut hi pasand tha. Yeh dress ko iron kiya aur suit case ready kar liya. Jab yeh sab kaam complete ho gaya to mujhe kahyal aaya ke mujhe apne aap ko bhi to theek thaak karna hai nahin to Interview ke time pe aisa lagega jaise main kitchen se uth kar aa rahi hun, yeh khayal aate hi mere chehre pe ek muskan aa gayi aur main bathroom mein shower lene chali gayi.

Bathroom mein aane ke bad jab apne kapde utare aur nangi ho gayi aur samne wall pe lage life size mirror mein mujhe apni choot ke aage aisa jungle dikhayee diya jise dekh kar main dar gayi ke yeh meri choot ki kiya halat ho gayi hai aur phir main ne cupboard se Hair Removing Cream nikal ke apni choot ke balon pe spread kiya aur wait karne lagi. Thodi der ke bad plastic ke piece se jab choot ke jhaton pe shave jaise hi kiya to choot pe dhakki hui jhant asaani se nikalne lagi aur jungle jaise balon bhari choot ki jagah ek chamakdar, chikni silky soft choot dikhayee dene lagi jis par main pyar se hath pherne lagi aur dekhte hi dekhte main sab kuch bhool gayi mujhe iss waqt apni pyari choot se ziada kuch acha nahin lag raha tha aur main apni pyari chikni choot ka bade pyar se massage karne lagi. Apni choot pe hath phirana mujhe bahut hi acha lag raha tha, mere badan mein ek sansani si phailne lagi thi. Meri freshly shaven soft choot ko iss time ek mote se musal Lund ki zaroorat mehsoos hone lagi jo meri garam chikni choot ko chod chod ke uska bhosda bana de. Aaj kal Satish ka Lund to erect nahin ho raha tha isi liye mujhe immediately apne college friend Ravi ka mota Lund yaad aagaya aur ab meri choot ki position aisi thi ke usko ek mast mote lund se choot ke phatne tak chudai chahiye thi. Main ek lund ke liye be chain ho gayi aur apni ungli ko choot ke ander dal ke chodte hue main apni choot ke ander Ravi ke Lund ko apne khayalon mein hi apni choot ke ander mehsoos karne lagi apni samandar jaisi geeli choot ko apni ungli se pagalon ki taranh se chodne lagi, meri ungli choot ke ander toofani raftaar se ander baher ho rahi thi aur pata hi nahin chala kab meri aankhein band ho gayi thi aur sare badan mein ek nasha sa chha gaya tha, aankhein band ho gayi, masti se mera badan kisi sookhe patte ki taranh se kaampne laga aur main jhadti hi chali gayi jhadti hi chali gayi pata nahin kitni der tak jhadti rahi kyonki meri choot ko chude hue bohot din ho gaye the, main bathroom ke floor pe let gayi aur phir aur mera sara badan aise sunn ho gaya tha jaise kisi ne badan mein aisi san sanahat hone lagi jaise anesthesia de diya ho aur Choot ke massage ke bad aaj itna ziada juice nikla tha ke kiya bataun, choot se juice beh ke jhangon se hota hua neeche floor pe bhi gir gaya aisa lagta tha jaise meri choot se masti ka juice nahin koi samandar nikla ho. Meri choot ke ander itne dino se soi hui chudai ki vasna jaagne lagi aur main ek dum se chudasi ho gayi aur meri choot ek mote Lund se chudne ko bechain hone lagi aur sochne lagi ke kaash aaj ki raat Satish ka Lund uth jaye aur mujhe chod chod kar meri choot ka bhosda bana de. Par kiya karun mujhe pata tha ke ab iss time pe uska Lund nahin erect hoga isi liye apne dil pe patthar rakh ke bina chudwaye hi shower liya aur towel lapet ke shower se baher aa gayi.
Apni jhanton bhari choot ko saaf kar ke aur freshly shaven choot ka mast massage karne tak mujhe pata hi nahin chala ke mere shower lene mein takreeban ek ghanta lag gaya hai. Mere shower le ke bathroom se baher aane tak Satish so gaye the. Mujhe usey dekh ke uspe daya aa gayi aur sochne lagi ke kaash mujhe yeh job mil jaye to ek bar phir se hamare din palat sakte hain. Satish ka business phir se theek ho sakta hai. etc etc, Yehi sochte sochte main apne kapde aur doosra saman pack karne lagi. Ek ek cheez ko acchi taranh se double check kiya aur suitcase ko pack kiya aur sone ke liye apne bed pe chali gayi. Time dekha to raat ke 4 baj rahe the.
 
Mujhe akele travel karne ke darr se aur first time Mumbai dekhne ke excitement mein neend hi nahin aa rahi thi. Main bed pe leti karwatein badal badal ke sone ki koshish karne lagi par kuch nahin hua. Aakhir sari raat jaag jaag kar hi guzari bass apni aankhein band kar ke leti rahi. Dimaghi tension ki wajah se bahut dino se raaton mein neend nahin aa rahi thi kabhi kisi din 3 ghante kabhi 4 ghante aise hi neend hoti rahi thi. aur aaj to raat bhar neend nahin ayi thi. bed pe letne ke bad sara time karwate badalne mein guzar gaya aur bina soye hi subah uth ke shower liya to thoda fresh mehsoos karne lagi. Aaj mujhe kisi private bus se Mumbai jana tha. Subah Mere shower lene tak Satish breakfast bana chuke the. Hum dono ne breakfast liya aur Satish bus ke reservation ke liye chale gaye. Bangalore se Mumbai jane ke liye bahut private companies ke bus chalte the. Hamare ghar ke kareeb hi ek private company bhi thi jahan Satish enquiry ke liye chale gaye aur thodi hi der mein reservation le ke wapas aa gaye. Bus dopeher ke 2 baje Bangalore se nikalti thi. Late reservation karwane ki wajah se mujhe sab se last wali seat mili thi. Main shower le ke tayyar ho gayi. Bangalore se Mumbai ka journey kuch ziada hi lambi thi phir socha ke raaste mein mousam kaisa hoga pata nahin ho sakta hai ke thandi ho isi liye main ne decide kiya aur apna ek dark blue background pe light cream colour ke chote chote flower aur deep neck ka shirt jismein se mera doodh jaisa cleavage bhi nazar aa raha tha aur dark blue colour ki matching wala salwar suit pehen liya. Yeh dark colour ki salwar mein mera gora rang bahut acha lag raha tha. Mujhe ghar mein brassier aur panty pehenne ki aadat to thi nahin aur phir main ne socha ke itna lamba safar hai shaid panty aur brassier mere badan pe agar tight ho gaye to unko doosre passenger ke samne adjust karna bhi mushkil ho jayega aur phir bus mein koun mujhe dekhne ja raha hai ke main ne brassier aur panty pehni hai ke nahin bass yeh soch ke main thoda sa muskura di aur bina brassier aur bina panty ke hi salwar suit pehen liya. Salwar suit bahut light material ka bana hua tha jiska mere badan pe ehsaas hi nahin ho raha tha mujhe yeh dress bhi bahut hi pasand tha to main ne yeh pehen liya. Salwar pehente pehente dekha to mujhe yaad aaya ke iss salwar suit mein to mere tailor ne salwar mein nada nahin ek moti si aur achi quality ka elastic lagaya hua tha jiske pehenne se main bohot hi comfortable mehsoos karti thi aur agar nada hota to usko bandhne mein kabhi tight ho jata kabhi dheela to woh ek alag mushkil thi isi liye main hamesha hi elastic hi prefer karti thi aur main ne apne tailor se bol diya tha ke next time se meri sari salwar mein elastic hi lagana. Ek ander ki baat bataun, Salwar mein elastic hone ki wajah se kabhi bhi baithe baithe ya khade khade ooper se apna hath apni choot mein dala ja sakta tha chahe woh khujane ke liye ho ya choot ka massage karne ke liye. Main yeh salwar suit mein bahut hi comfortable aur light mehsoos kar rahi thi.


Bangalore se nikalne ke time pe mousam ziada garmi bhi nahin ziada thandi bhi nahin bahut pleasant weather tha phir bhi main ne apne badan pe ek shawl lapet li ki kahin raste mein thandi lage to shawl kaam ayegi aur kisi ko pata bhi nahin chalega ke main ne panty aur brassier nahin pehni hai and anyhow thodi der mein hi andhera ho jayega to phir kisi ko bhi kiya pata chalega ke kisne kiya pehna hai kiya nahin.
Main aur Satish dopaher ke 2 baje se pehle hi travel office pahunch gaye. Satish ko weather dekh ke yaad aya aur woh kareeb ki dukan se ek vaseline mix cold cream ka dibba le ke aaya, yahan koi supermarket to tha nahin jo apni choice se purchase kiya ja sake, isi liye choude munh wala bade dhakkan ka medium size ka dibba mila jise Satish ne kharid liya aur mujhe bola ke yeh rakhlo raste mein dhoop lagegi ya baher ki hawa se skin kharab ho jayegi to yeh tum apne face pe aur hathon pe laga lena to main ne woh cold cream ki bottle ko apne purse mein hi rakh liya. Itni der mein wahan almost sab hi log aa chuke the aur bus ke ander baithne lage the. mera suitcase bhi bus ke neeche bane locker mein rakh diya aur main sirf apna purse le ke apni seat pe aa gayi. Dekha to meri seat pe main akeli hi thi aur koi nahin aaya to main khush ho gayi ke chalo safar araam se guzrega 2 seat pe aram se baithungi. Main bahut hi dar rahi thi aur bus ke chalne tak Satish mere sath hi rahe aur meri himmat badha rahe the aur mujhe bina gahbaraye aur bina darey confidence ke sath safar karne ko bol rahe the. Aaj main first time Satish se aur Bangalore se door ja rahi thi mera dil badi zor zor se dhadak raha tha jaise abhi baher nikal jayega, mere badan se paseene chhoot raha tha phir bhi main himmat dikha rahi thi aur yeh soch kar ke jab mujhe jana hi hai to kyon na main confidence ke sath jaun aur agar mujhe Bangalore se baher hi reh kar job karni hai to mere ander confidence to hona hi chahiye bass yeh soch kar mere ander himmat badhne lagi aur mera dimagh se darr nikal gaya aur mere chehre pe kuch itmenan aa gaya.