RECESSION KI MAAR Part 2

Bus apne time pe start ho gayi aur chal padi. Main ne bujhe dil se aur apni aansoo bhari aankhon se Satish ko bye bola aur khidki se hath nikal ke usko uss waqt tak wish karti rahi jab tak woh dikhayee deta raha. Jab woh nazron se ojhal ho gaya to mujhe rona aa gaya aur mere aansoo nikal pade. Kuch der tak roti rahi phir apne aap ko sambhaal liya. Last seat pe baithne ki wajah se kisi ko pata bhi nahin chala ke main ro rahi thi.

Ab main apne aap ko bus ke ander set karne lagi aur jo shawl lapeti thi usko fold kar ke ooper bane hue overhead portion mein rakh diya. May ka mahina tha aur dopaher 2 baje ki garmi thi badan paseene se bhara hua tha. Jaise hi bus chalne lagi thodi hawa ayi to badan ka paseena sookha par baher abhi hawa garam hi chal rahi thi. Shuru shuru mein to bus ke ander ke log ek doosre se zor zor se batein kar rahe the par thodi hi der ke bad almost sab hi log chhup ho gaye the aur bus mein jaise ek sukoon aa gaya tha. Main ab sochne lagi ke Mumbai mein kiya hoga, kahan hotel milega, RK Industries ka office pata nahin kitni dur hoga, job milegi bhi ya nahin etc etc. Abhi main yeh sab sochne mein hi busy thi ke bus ek stop pe ruki, khidki se baher jhank ke dekha to kisi board pe Peenya likha dekha to main samajh gayi ke bus Bangalore ke outskirt mein pahunch gayi hai par yeh nahin malum hua ke bus kyon ruki hai.
5 minute ke ander hi bus ke ander ek jawan aur bada handsome sa young aadmi ek chota sa air bag latkaye, track suit pehne ander aaya. Mera dil zor se dhadakne laga kyonki woh aadmi seedha meri taraf aa raha tha aur woh sach mein mere paas aa ke ruk gaya aur apna air bag seat ke neeche rakh ke mere side wali seat pe baith gaya to main samajh gayi ke usne reservation to shaid Bangalore se hi karwa liya tha par shaid usko yahin se board karna tha. Usne baithne se pehle Hello miss bola aur dheere se muskura diya. Uff kya bataun kitini killer smile thi uski. Dekhne se lagta tha ke plus aur minus shaid meri hi age group ka hoga par bahut hi handsome tha, height hogi koi 5’ 9/10" ke kareeb, mere se acha khasa lamba tha, bahut hi gora rang, track suit ke half sleeves T shirt ke ander se uske lambe bhare bhare gore gore hath jinpe ache khaase baal bhi the aur uski wrist pe ek badi si black strap wali sports watch bahut hi mast lag rahi thi. Athletic type ki muscular body thi. Badi badi brown eyes aur light brown baal jo bahut hi achi taranh se set kiye hue the, broad shoulders aur sports shoes mein woh ek sportsman hi lag raha tha. Uske pas se perfume ki bahut hi badhiya smell aa rahi thi lagta tha ke koi high quality ka perfume use karta hai. Usne ek dum se mujhe bahut achi taranh se wish kiya aur bola Hello Miss which seat would you like to sit, Window or Aisle. Mujhe uss time tak AISLE seat kiya hoti hai pata nahin tha bass window seat se samajh aa gaya ke AISLE seat means next to window yaani passage wali seat to main ne bola ke I hope you wont mind if I use window seat, to usne ek bahut hi dilkash muskurahat ke sath bola Oh miss please don’t worry, aap jahan comfortable feel karti hain baithiye. Itna bol ke main window seat ki or hat gayi aur woh mere left side mein baith gaya aur muskurate hue bola ke Hello Miss, I am Raj aur apne hath meri taraf badha diya to main bhi uski muskan mein itni doob chuki thi ke main ne bhi apna hath uske hath mein de diya aur boli ke I am Sneha to usne bola ke Sneha is a nice name, Very glad to know you miss to main ne bhi bola ke same here. Usne bola ke main Mumbai ja raha hun to main ne bhi bola ke main bhi Mumbai hi ja rahi hun to usne bola ke wish you a pleasant journey to main ne bhi muskura ke bola ke same to you. Itni bat karne se mera dil kuch halka hone laga aur main sochne lagi ke itna handsome aadmi sath mein ho to shaid sach mein mera journey achi hi hogi aur yeh soch ke main thoda sa muskura di aur khamosh ho gayi aur khidki ke baher dekhne lagi. Yeh hamara chota sa introduction tha.
Uske baithne ke thodi der ke bad driver coffee pi ke wapas aaya aur bus phir se start ho gayi. Bus ke seats bahut ziada comfortable aur bahut ziada bade bhi nahin the isi wajah se jab woh baitha to uska shoulder aur hath mere hath se lagne laga aur bus ke movements ke sath uska hath bhi ooper neeche hone laga. Uska badan bahut hi garam tha jiski garmi main apne badan mein mehsoos kar rahi thi. Mujhe bhi kuch acha lagne laga tha isi liye main aise hi baithi rahi. Thodi der ke bad usne apna bag neeche seat se baher nikala aur bag mein se 2 Coke ke thande cans nikale aur ek meri taraf badha diya aur bola ke please take it Miss Sneha to pehle to main ne No Thanks bola par usne bola ke garmi bahut hai thanda thanda coke pi lijiye garmi jaati rahegi woh badi achi hindi bhi bol raha tha lagta tha ke acha khasa padha likha hoga aur uske kapdon se, uski wrist watch se aur uske mehnge perfume use karne se lagta that ke woh kisi ameer gharaane ka hoga. Uske insist karne par main ne hath badha ke thanks bola aur uske hath se coke le liya. Coke lene ke time pe mera hath uske hath se touch kar gaya, mujhe uska hath bahut hi garam mehsoos hua aur mere badan mein ek current sa doud gaya. Main Coke ka can khol ke peene lagi. Coke bahut hi thanda tha aisa lagta tha ke usne Coke ko freeze kiya hua tha isi liye itna thanda tha aur sach mein aisi garmi mein thande Coke ke peena ka maza kuch aur hi tha. Jab thanda coke throat ke ander se pet mein ja raha tha to aisa lag raha tha jaise ek thandi lakeer throat se pet mein ja rahi hai aur yeh feeling bahut achi lag rahi thi. Usne pucha ke Coke kaisa laga miss to main ne bola ke don’t call me miss just call me Sneha please to woh hans diya aur bola ke haan to Snehaji aapko aisi garmi mein thanda thanda coke kaisa laga to main ne bhi muskura ke bola ke nahin Sneha ji nahin sirf Sneha boliye please aur phir jawab diya haan bahut acha laga to usne kaha ke call me Raj to main ne kaha thanks Raj ji to usne bhi kaha ke nahin Raj ji nahin sirf Raj boliye please aur hum dono muskura diye.


Yeh hamari starting ke baat cheet thi uske bad Raj ne apne bag se kuch magazine nikale aur ek meri taraf badha diya aur ek woh khud padhne laga. yeh ek filmi Magazine tha jise main dekhne lagi. Last night bilkul bhi neend nahin hui thi, sham ke almost 4 baj rahe the aur abhi bhi baher se garam hawa lag rahi thi isi liye mujhe neend aane lagi to mujhe Vaseline mix Cold Cream ki bottle yaad ayi to main ne purse se nikal ke apne chehre pe aur hathon pe cream lagayii aur cream ko purse mein wapas rakh kar aise hi baithe baithe bahut der tak to Rajj ke bare mein sochti rahi ke wah kiya shandar mard hai kitna handsome hai, ladkiyan to iss par marti hongi pata nahin kitni ladkian iss handsome se chudwa chuki hongi pata nahin kitne girl friends hongi iske pata nahin shadi shuda hai ya abhi aise hi zindagi ke maze le raha hai etc etc aise hi mere dimagh mein sawalaat goonjte rahe phir main kuch der tak magazine ke pictures dekhti rahi aur aise hi dekhte dekhte so gayi.  Aankh khuli to sham ke almost 6 ya 6:30 baje ka time tha. Mujhe laga jaise mujhe ek ghante ki neend lagi thi isi liye main thoda fresh feel kar rahi thi. Bus Chitradurga town mein pahunch rahi thi. Meri aankh khuli to dekha ke Raj bhi so chuka tha aur jaise hi bus Chitradurga ke outskirt ke tea stall pe ek halke se jhatke se ruki tab Raj ki aankh bhi khul gayi aur hum dono ek doosre ko dekh ke without any reason muskura diye usne suggest kiya ke neeche utarte hain aur chai coffee peete hain to main bhi ek hi position mein itni der se baithe baithe thak chuki thi isi liye main bhi neeceh utar ke thodi walking karke apne muscles ko relax karna chahti thi isli liye main bhi neeche utar gayi. Raj ne mujh se pucha ke kiya lengi aap chai ya coffee to main ne bola ke coffee hi theek rahegi to usne 2 Nescafe ka order diya. Coffee bahut achi aur bahut hi tasty thi. Sham ke time main garma garam coffee bahut achi lag rahi thi main apna purse khol ke coffee ka payment karne lagi to usne mera hath pakad liya aur bola ke nahin payment to mein karunga, please be my guest phir bhi main ne insist kiya to usne mujhe rok diya aur khud hi payment kiya to main ne usko thanks bola to usne bola ke No formalities please. Usne jab mere hathon ko apne garam hathon se pakda to mere ander ek current sa daud gaya aur mere maathe pe thoda sa paseena bhi aagaya.

Thodi der ke ander wahan pe sab passengers urinals ko ja ke washroom se fresh ho gaye aur coffee ya cold drinks le ke wapas bus mein aa gaye the. Main bhi washroom ko ja ke aa gayi thi to urinary bladder jo urine se full ho gaya tha ab relax ho gaya tha aur main bhi easy feel kar rahi thi. Takreeban aadhe ghante ke baad bus phir se chalne lagi. Itni der se baher ki garam hawa lagne se mere gore gore cheeks laal ho gaye the to Raj ne bola ke Sneha aapke chehre pe dhoop ne apna kamal dikha diya aur aapke galo ko kashmiri seb ka colour de diya to main aise first class comments ke liye muskura di. Mujhe uska yeh beauty ka admire karne ka style bahut acha laga. Main ne bola ke nahin aisi koi bat nahin main actually raat mein soi nahin thi isi liye mujhe neend aa gayi aur mujhe pata bhi nahin tha ke main sun ke direction mein baithi hun aur bola ke Raj aap idhar window seat par aa jayie main udhar aa jati hun aur main apni seat se uthne lagi to woh bhi apni seat se uth gaya aur hum se seats ka exchange kar liya ab main uske left side mein baithi thi. yeh aisle wali seat mujhe window seat se ziada theek lagi ke main apne legs ko thoda stretch kar sakti thi. Raj ne mujh se pucha ke aap kahan rehti ho Mumbai mein to maine bola ke oh nahin main Mumbai mein rehti nahin actually mein Mumbai ko bilkul first time ja rahi hun to uska munh hairat se khul gaya aur bola ke aap akeli ja rahi ho Mumbai aur woh bhi first time to main ne bola ke haan ek company mein mera interview hai to usne pucha ke kaisa interview to maine bola ke main ne secretarial post ke liye apply kiya tha aur mujhe call ayei hai interview ke liye to usne poocha ke konsi company ka hai to main ne bola ke hai koi R K Industries jismein MD ko Private Secretary cum accounts wali assistant chahiye to usne bola ke aapko pata hai kisi MD ki Private secretary hone ka matlab kiya hota hai to main ne poocha ke nahin, kyon, kiya hota hai uska matlab, to usne bola ke Mumbai ya aur doosre big cities mein jo bhi kisi bhi company ke MD ya executives hote hain woh bade hi harami hote hain, apni secretaries ko apne sath tour pe bhi out of city le jate hain jahan kabhi kabhi to dono ko ek hi room share karne padta hai, aur office mein unke sath late baithna bhi padta hai kabhi kabhi to unke room mein ghanton tak bhi baithna padta hai aur almost all private secretaries ke unke bosses ke sath illegal relations hote hain to mera munh hairat se khula ka khula reh gaya aur main ne poocha aap sach bol rahein ho to usne kaha ke haan ek dum se sach. Actually baat yeh bhi to hai na ke aajkal ki bhaag daud ki zindagi mein aur paise ki zaroorat mein konse husband ko ya kiske parents ko pata chalta hai ya unko itni fursat hai ke uski biwi ya beti baher kiya kar rahi hai aur aajkal males bhi non virgin girls se shadi karne mein koi problem bhi nahin feel kar rahe hain isi liye ladkiyan private secretaries wale job ko is liye bhi prefer karti hain ke unko different cities ke sight seeing ke sath hi paise bhi milte rehte hain, different bade bade hotels mein thairne ka, special meals khaane ka moka milta hai to ab aap soch lo ke agar aapko job milti hai to kiya aap yeh sab kar sakti ho. Main ne poocha ke aur agar woh ladkiyan pregnant ho jati hain to kiya hota hai to usne bola ke market mein i-pills milte hain ek tablet lo aur you are safe koi pregnancy ka chakkar nahin, chahe jitni time sex karna ho karlo koi problem nahin hoti.  Itna sunte hi mere paseene chhootne lage main ne ek bar phir se usse poocha aap sach bol rahe ho kiya, private secretaries ko yeh sab karna padta hai kiya to usne bola ke kisi bhi bade city ke ladkiyon ke liye yeh job kisi adventure se kam nahin hain aur aajkal ki ladkiyan to aise job ke liye kuch bhi karne ko tayyar rehti hai. yeh sun ke mera dimagh aur badan ek dum se sunn ho gaya aur main sochne lagi ke agar yeh sab sach hai to main yeh job kaise kar sakti hun, nahin nahin main yeh sab nahin karungi, main Satish ke sath bewafaai nahin kar sakti main us se bahut pyar karti hun phir khayal aaya ke agar mujhe yeh job milti hai aur main accept nahin karti hun to Mumbai aane jane ka kharcha bekar jayega aur phir se wohi pareshani ka daur shuru ho jayega phir pata nahin kiya hoga. Phir main ne socha ke chalo dekhte hain kiya hota hai ho sakta hai ke M.D. koi shareef aadmi ho ya koi old man ho jo aisa kuch nahin kar sakta yeh soch ke main apne dil aur dimagh ko tasalli dene lagi. Mujhe aise khayalon mein doobe dekh ke usne poocha ke acha kab hai interview to main ne bola ke parson hai aur main isi liye ek din pehle ja rahi hun ki uss office ke kareeb hi koi sastasa accommodation dekh lun aur uss office ka address jaan sakun. Usne poocha ke aapko pata bhi hai ke Phir main ne usko poocha ke aap Mumbai mein hi rehte ho ya Bangalore mein to usne bola ke actually main rehta aur kaam to Mumbai mein karta hun par hamare office ki ek branch Bangalore mein hai yahan main kuch official kaam se aaya tha aur ab wapas ja raha hun. Phir usne poocha ke aap akeli kyon ja rahi ho to main ne bola ke actually mere husband bimaar hain to usne surprise se poocha ke aap shadi shuda ho to main ne kaha ke haan to usne bola ke arey but you don’t look like you are married, you look so young to main apni tareef sun ke mera chehra sharam se laal ho gaya. Main ne usko bataya ke kaise Recession ki maar ki wajah se Satish ka business band ho gaya aur kaise market se usko apni payment wapas nahin mili aur kaise halaat kharab hone lage aur kaise usko job karne ke liye majboor hona pada. Apne bare mein sab kuch bata diya aur bataa te bataa te main itni emotional ho gayi ke mujhe pata hi nahin chala ke kab meri aankhon se aansoo nikalne lage aur kab main rone lagi aur mujhe pata bhi nahin chala ke kab Raj ne apne hath mere shoulder pe rakh diye aur kab mujhe apni bahon mein bhar liya aur mere shoulders ko thapak thapak ke mujhe tasalli dene lage ke sab theek ho jayega don’t worry ooper wale pe bharosa rakho Sneha please rona nahin. Mera sarr Raj ke kandhe pe tha aur mere aansoo se uska track suit ka shirt bheeg chuka tha. Main bahut der tak roti rahi aur Raj mujhe tasalli dete rahe. Itne dino se ruke hue aansoo meri aankh se beh kar nikle aur jab main jee bhar ke ro chuki to mere dil ko itmenan aa gaya aur mujhe sukoon mehsoos hone laga ke chalo kisi na kisi ke sath apne gham ko share to kiya aur mera dimagh halka mehsoos hone laga to main ne bola ke sorry Raj aapko main ne takleef di to usne bola ke arey nahin Sneha aap ne acha hi kiya jo mujhe sab bata diya you can treat me as your friend aur main aapki poori madad karunga aur main apne poore sources use karunga aur koshish karunga ke aapko R.K industries mein nahin to kahin na kahin job mil jaye aur kabhi bhi aapki aankhon mein aansoo nahin aye to main muskura di aur thanks bola to usne bola ke ek baat aur Sneha, to main ne poocha kiya, to usne bola ke mujhe AAP AAP keh kar na pukaro mujhe TUM bolna acha lagta hai to main ne bola ke theek hai tum bhi mujhe TUM bolna aur phir hum dono ek sath hans diye.

Aise hi baatein karte karte hamari bus thodi der ke liye Davangere pe ruki aur phir thodi der Harihar par ruki aur phir raat ke almost 9 ya 9:30 baje Haveri pahunch chuki thi. Yeh meals station that yahan bus ke driver ne kaha ke yeh meals station hai yahan bus aadha ghanta rukegi aap log dinner kar ek aa jayein to hum dono bhi bus se neeche utar gaye aur samne ke hotel mein chale gaye. Yahan chote chote family cabins bhi bane hue the. Ek cabin mein hum dono aa gaye. Main washroom ko ja ke ek bar phir se fresh ho ke aa gayi thi aur Raj bhi fresh ho ke aa gaya tha. Aate aate Raj ne dinner ka order kar diya tha. Waiter 2 Special thali le ke aaya aur hum dono khane lage. Khana bahut hi mazedaar tha mujhe bhook bhi khoob lagi hui thi isi liye main ne pet bhar ke khana khaya. Dinner ke bad ek ek cup coffee ka bhi pi liya. Ab main bahut hi fresh mehsoos kar rahi thi. Bangalore mein ghar se nikalte hue khana khaya bhi nahin ja raha tha ek to akele Mumbai jane ka darr aur doosra Mumbai ko dekhne ka aur first time in life interview face karne ka excitement aur Satish ko chhorne ka gham isi liye mujhe achi taranh se khana nahin khaya gaya tha aur ab jo itna mazedaar khana mila to pet bhar ke khana khaya aur phir coffee peene ke baad to tabiat ek dum se fresh ho gayi. Raat ke iss samay yahan thodi thodi thandi hawa chalne lagi thi aur mousam ek dum se acha ho gaya tha.